Husband to 40 million a month still not happy

I felt I was paid 40 million 1 month to work as his wife. That such an expensive contract, but when I get home to look for her husband, a baby.Perhaps in the minds of many people, my life now "happy as ever". Since that is true, I do not crave anything ... because I want what was it, like, I buy though it matter how much money. But ... there is one thing but how conjugal chastity yes, I wished that the money used to buy though I would not be impossible.
Over 30 years, I see her as a woman unhappy. No misfortune can so when I splashed out to buy any brand items that I want, go play anywhere that I liked the most luxurious services. But, I'm still lonely woman, craving a hug, a kiss of the night without her husband. In large house that my husband built up, I alone completely.My husband than I was 10 years old. Before you marry me, I go to work, even though the job does not bring too much money but it made my life quite happily. However, when I got married, he told me to leave. My husband is a businessman, his work go there, go there, in and outside the country throughout the day. His time at home very little, if I go to work anymore, the couple is very difficult to meet. Moreover, he said his family alone is enough to make money, the need to have people take care of their home, he does not want the house always lock quiet, extractor. So I leave work at home and have children.

Everyone looked at me desire for 20s I became the mistress of a house too spectacular, successful husband, money like water. (Illustration)

Everyone looked at me desire for 20s I became the mistress of a house too spectacular, successful husband, money like water. The first time it is true that I find satisfying. Each month, except for the amounts spent in the family, he moved into my account for several tens of millions to spend, shopping or do whatever I want. In return, he got home by 2, 3 on 1 January, was always in a hurry, was always just like in the inn.I like the brand's items can call and order. Restaurants, shopping ... all I have to, but ... one yourself. My husband is busy to the extent there is time to visit, let alone go home instead of playing, traveling with his wife and children.The feeling sitting at a table full of luxury items but no one enjoyed with him, living in a mansion-like home that evening and his only son hang around, sleeping on a bed too expensive but long wide sometimes alone lonely ... All those things scary how.I felt I was paid 40 million 1 month to work as his wife. That such an expensive contract, but when I get home to look for her husband, a baby for her husband rather than an emotional bond and physically with her husband.

So there, 40 million per month have to be too cheap for the loneliness and youth, for the desire of women buried me? (illustration)

I was just 30 years old but my youth was buried in the house that the amounts were as squeezed lemon, a few tens of millions every month to send her husband to caress, soothe their loneliness. I know on the outside there, my husband does lack the mistress because his work largely outside. I do not regret what I like to invest yourself a landing after the long trip because I was at home waiting for him, for his birth. But know that, but I did not dare leave his cowardice. I do not dare to pimp me out of her house to live superficial wander jobless. 40 million per month he turned me into the living praises of used to it. I can not turn a deadlock when the life of poverty but dissatisfied because there is love.So there, 40 million per month have to be too cheap for the loneliness and youth, for the desire of women buried me?